Tuesday, June 2, 2009

Lost....

What am I supposed to do?? One of my closest friends has been given only a few weeks to live and she doesn’t want to see anyone. All she keeps saying is its time to say goodbye, forget about me its over!!

I don’t want to forget, I will never forget, she is a great friends of mine and one of my partners in crime for many shenanigans.

All this talk about her funeral has really hit home, I don’t know what worse, the fact that Alison is going to die or the fact that she is going to die in a few weeks???

Just the fact that Alison is dying is gut wrenching enough on it own but to add a time frame as well to someone so young and full of life. Less than 2 months ago she fought for the Muay Thai championship and WON!! So fit and healthy and now this! How is it fair?? Why doesn’t this kind of stuff happen to those that deserve it, ppl like murderers, rapists, serial killers. Those that have actually wronged the world and deserve nothing but pain and death.

Knowing this has really made me think about how short life can be, there is no telling how long a person has… It makes me wonder what I’m doing with my life…

 

Why??

Why is the world so fucked up?? One of my closest friends was told yesterday that she has a couple of weeks left to live!! She has cancer which they didn’t detect until it was  too late.